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Saturday, March 26, 2011

Everything just dont last forever.

Remember the days that when we first meet each other.
everything is just so wonderful and so perfect.

But as days go by, everything just turn so sour.

I always give u freedom.
but it seems freedom are way too much.

Freedom till knowledge is gone.
Freedom till the real you is gone.
Freedom till you doesn't even know how the opposite feels.

I can only use words and tears to silent myself.

I have thousands of words to say.
but i always have to swallow and keep myself silent.

I feel i m a fool,
i m the Most stupid fool in the world.
I feel numb,
i feel my heart had sink.
I feel there is many broken pieces in me.

But i just have to suck it.
cause in no matter what i keep told myself not to give up.
this is a test.

But i think i will stop telling myself that.
serious!!!!!

The best way is...
i will just leave u silently and quietly.
till the day you find you need me,
and how much important am i to u.
then u come and find me.

If you still feel i m nothing to you.
tell me early i will leave and end it.

I think thats the best way.
for both of us.

maybe our fate
is time to end!!

= Janice signing off =

the Romeo&the beauty.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

At MBS !! with love !

Doggie !!

Draw by Hubby!!

Lovelove <3

Had been spending time with love !!
He just always the sun who brighten my world.
and he will always be there when i need him.
No matter how many times we fight or quarrel,
at last he will always make me smile in the end.

even though how much u hurt me,
my love will still be the same,but just there will be many cut on it.
Cause no matter what u will always end up showing me how much u love me.
how much u need me!!

But i hope this time u are true.
and u are really in love with me this time.

hubby <3 style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">= Janice signing off =

the Romeo&the beauty.

Monday, March 07, 2011

I always thinks that i had the most beautiful relationship,the most beautiful love.
and the sweetest guy and the most gentleman guy with me.I m so blessed.
End up is just also a heart-breaker relationship.and the most sad.

I had put in so much love in this,end up i just get hurt.
I had already close a lot of eyes and put down a lot of my ego.
And end up what i get, I dont get the respect. I dont get what i get.
The only thing i get is the hurtful words and the hurtful pain.

I just wish things are turning better.If u need me then do something about it.if not i just have to leave and find things that are better for me.

But i just so in love with u till i lost myself.
Lost in a world!!!

=Janice signing off =

the Romeo&the beauty.

I just know that people do change just so fast. so fast that u are in a stage of shock.

And i will nvr believe and will nvr suspect that it will happen.
Knowing someone secretly in a function and behind my back. And only claims that is ur friends who wanna get to know those girls.end up!!!!

And even talk and message so frequent in camp.Must be talking more than talking with me.
My heart just tear in pieces and tear in bloods.

The girl message ''good morning sweetheart''.(in a anger i delete it)
And now u can even says u dont believe me,dont even trust me.Cause i have no proved. And the girl have.WTH is this.WTF...

U know u just tear my heart just like that,ur words just hurt me like that.
Have u ever always put urself in my shoes.Have u????

I m just too tired to talk this.Serious.i m just too tired.
Maybe we should just remain silent.

When u need me or wants me then u find me!!!

= Janice signing off =

the Romeo&the beauty.