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Wednesday, February 25, 2009

THIS SONG WAS GIVEN BY MY BABE-YAYA..
she told me tis song really suit me..

-YOUR LOVE IS BLIND-
Ramzi & Ashking

See you all the time
Never see you smile
I try to picture what's going on in your mind
He leaves you every night by yourself
He took your love and put it on the shelf
He doesn't really care how you feel...
You should be moving on girl what's the deal?
I wana see you out that door... cuz girl you know your worth much more

So baby tell me why you stick around
Always lonely and you only wear a frown
He don't treat you good and you know
The only thing left is for you to go
You shouldn't live a lie with someone
When deep inside you know he ain't the one
I don't know what to say no more
I wana see you out that door

Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahiri
I really don't wanna see u cry
Mujko samjho dil peh mat lo (understand me don't take it to heart)
Don't wana see another tear in your eye
Baby break away
Let him go
I don't know he's done to you
But I know that it's time to move on
Girl your is love blind

Girl I understand
That you're scared
And you feel that you might never love again
But baby that ain't true
No no no
I know that there some there for you
Someone that will see
That you are worth
An undiscovered treasure on this earth
Girl you know your worth so much more
Wana see you out that door

Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahiri
I really don't wanna see u cry
Mujko samjho dil peh mat lo (understand me don't take it to heart)
Don't wana see another tear in your eye
Baby break away
Let him go
I don't know he's done to you
But I know it's time to move on
Girl your is love blind

Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahiri
I really don't wanna see u cry
Mujko samjho dil peh mat lo (understand me don't take it to heart)
Don't wana see another tear in your eye
Baby break away
Let him go
I don't know he's done to you
But I know its time to move on

the Romeo&the beauty.


updating...

LADIES AND GENTLEMAN...PAY IS IN...

Hahaha..crazy rite..juz so happy getting my first pay...
haha...goin to shopping...
2onlo mee..is off..going shopping..haha
quite tired man 2day..serious..haha

ysterday i actually wan to meet *HIM* @ woodland..
bt he refuse to meet to settle things..
so i went to me my babe yaya...
we had a great talk...i actually cry in front of her while telling her wat happen...
she also had the same words as my GF..to juz let him go..
they told me he does nt worth for me..
i had a hard time thinking nw..
i juz dun neo wat to do..
mayb i juz hav to walk away quietly and walk away LOVE LIFE..
coz i juz really give up on it..
everytime gt hurt..
everytime gt accuse..
everytime gt blame..
and i m the one who say sorrie..nt *HIM*
i juz sick and tired of fighting..and qurreling..
i juz really feel like walking away LOVE LIFE..
and dun ever go into it..no matter wat..
sigh..i m juz really dun neo wat shld i do nxt..


*i m sorrie to u..
i neo u are waiting for me..
bt mayb i juz cnt accept..
coz i m juz nt prepared..
i juz need many many time to settle...
i neo everyday u are showing me ur love to me..
bt i juz cnt.. coz i really nt prepare..
or mayb i juz hav no fate wif u..
i juz need more time..hope u understand...*

-broken heart girl juz need a break-

=Janice signing off=




the Romeo&the beauty.

Monday, February 23, 2009

People juz listen to tis song...

I Wont Go Home WIthout You"

I asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen
She left before I had the chance to say
Oh
The words that would mend the things that were broken
But now it's far too late, she's gone away

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that bagtique

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

The taste of her breath, I'll never get over
The noises that she made kept me awake
Oh
The weight of things that remain unspoken
Built up so much it crushed us everyday

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

Of all the things I felt but never really shown
Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go
I should not ever let you go, oh oh oh

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you

is so meaningful..is juz refers me and HIM...

*i juz dun neo hw much i mean to u in ur heart ald??
everything juz change after the thing happen...
tis is hw i feel during those days..*




the Romeo&the beauty.


updating...

Another day of working...
so tired and quite busy 2day in the ward...

*lazy pig i dun neo why u start to think like tat..
coz i had try to always explain to u..bt why it turn out like tat i juz dun neo..
juz dun let go tis chance of goin oversea..
is a great chance..
if i cn i wan to go..
plz stop thinking like tat..plz..i juz dun neo wat to say if u wan to
carry on think like tat..*

i had try to fix thing..as wat someone tel me..
and i trying nw..
me and my babe-yaya are goin the same way nw..
sometime why guys juz dun understand wat we wan..
and why guys juz dun talk things out..
sigh..at first i tot i was finally in a happy land..bt now i dun think so...

*two more day..PAY IN...PAY...haha

=Janice signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Having some ppl in my life is juz so happy and full of joy..
but some ppl juz wan to make my life hard for me..
and i accept it..
coz i tink mayb is wat i own ppl..
i m happy to have some ppl like my GF..lazy pig..lala..yaya..amy..and many ppl..
u neo who u are...
they make my life change..and make me smile everyday..
yup..some time i do very irriating..as my GF and lala neo..haha
but tis is part of my life..bringing joy to ppl..
seeing my fren laugh..is a joy for me..
but sometime ppl tinks another way..and i cnt stop ppl thinking tis way..
i juz hav to ignore and carrying on my life..
to those ppl who always irriate by me sorry..sorry for tat
to those who had fun wif me and joy..thanks for accepting me..thanks alot..
haha..


lala..my GF hope u guys will nt like irriate by me..of the rocking chair and touch my body..
haha..
hope u guys dun miss it..haha..
and hope those who always spot my speaking of broken English..u neo who u are...
dun miss my broken English k...
hahahaha

=Janice siging off=


the Romeo&the beauty.












PICTURE DURING V DAY....
picture of me..my GF and hunks..

the Romeo&the beauty.


going to miz them

sorry readers and my fellow fren for nt updating...

coz..meee hav been busy in working for tis few days..
i hav been very2 tired...
next week onwards me..my gf..lala..amy..za'im..mila and the rest will be in diff shift..
so sad..we will be start working..as a really EN already..
still nt use to it..sigh...adult life is juz so hard for us...

but i beileve we cn cope it wan..
after v day had been so busy till now..
many thing happen..
happy things and unhappy things..
but all had been solve...

i hav a new puppy..haha
is so freaking cute..GF goin to like so kind of jealous..haha

*GF feel free to drop by my hse to see the puppy*

cant wait for my pay..haha
i wan many things..
and hope i cn hav it..
  • new bag
  • new hp
  • new shoes
  • new wallet
  • new clothes and shopping stuf
haha..juz cnt wait to hav all this thing...
GF,lala, get ready for our rest day..haha

tats it..

=Janice siging off=



the Romeo&the beauty.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY
*to everyone*

is a great day ysterday..
haha..
went out like normal couple wif lazy pig..
coz someone does nt wan to celebrate wif me..
we exchange present..
he make me flowers..is BEAUTIFUL..
i had nt came across a guy who so creative..
after tat we went in cathy to catch a movie..
''THE OTHER END OF THE LINE"
is a very nice and romantic movie..haha..is funny too..
then after the movie..
when to meet my GF and amy...
*GF i m happy tat u finally found a guy who treasure u..and i tink u are touch wif his action ysterday..i m happy for u..
newly couple wish u guys will love each other forever,,dun turn out to be like me*
then we went to far east plaza wan to eat pizza hut..
bt it was full and no place for us..*sad*
*so we went dwn to suntec to eat pizza hut..
during the journey we had lots of fun..
after having our some sort of dinner..
we head dwn to explanne...and we chill dwn there..
we had many photos taken over there..
*OMG..GF he had the same thing as me..is tat fate??*
After tat we went home..
coz GF cnt go home late coz of someone...sigh..
then we went separate ways home..
haha..
lazy pig sent me home...
*sorry lazy pig i sleep ald nvr reply ur msg and i had a great day...
lazy pig i need time to settle my relationship first before accepting a new wan hope u understand..
and i neo u will wait for me..thanks lazy pig understanding..*


=Janice signing off=





the Romeo&the beauty.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

updating...

Ysterday was a big day for me...
is our graduation..haha
so happy to see all my frenz...haha...
everyone wear former..only me and some of us wear nursing clothes...
so sad...coz..after tat i hav to go back to hospital..
so sad...

we will quite late and we was sent to MLT...
almost half of us was been sent ther...
coz of not enough space...
so sad..bt we had fun in MLT...

seeing the MLT last time..and thinking of it..
we had many thing happen in just one small room...
tat room we had lesson..and laughter and exams...
many stupid thing happen in ther..hehe
bt dun beileve we Grad also must in tat room..haha
we had fun in MLT..
ppl singing the school song..we sit dwn make noise..haha

after a long slacking...
is finally our turn to go up..
me..my GF's will so scared..
is like so fast our turn..we will like so scared...
after taking the cert...

we had to get already..
for the nxt item..by taking candle...
we will so happy...
at tat moment..
i feel myself so proud..
holding tat candle standing in the center..so many ppl seeing..
saying tat pledge of nursing..
haha..
so proud man..
haha..

*thanks lazy pig for coming..
sorrie i did nt spent much time wif u..
sorrie...*


=Janice siging off=

the Romeo&the beauty.

Thursday, February 05, 2009






updating...

I START WORKING ALREADY..START WORKING ...
A REAL NURSE IS OUT..

Had nt been free updating my blog..
coz i now start working...
and is 8-4.30PM..
is very tired.. hav been nt enough sleep tis few days..
always wake up at 5 plus..
sigh...

and is nt totally start work..
we had to attend a kind of lesson for three weeks...
sigh..is damn boring..
had been always fall asleep in claz..haha
GF,amy,lala also fall asleep..haha

we hav been taking photos to pass time..haha
and we bought many snackz...
snakz..snAACKZ...haha
we had fun..haha

2day went out with lazy pig..
we went to eat..
then told him some past of me..
haha..
* naughty girl bt at last good girl okie*
haha..
saw the fu?ker..
the fu?ker..spolit my mood
seeing him beta see a monster..
sigh..
and start to think my past..
after my GF told me abt KARMA...
yup..i beileve in tat too..
bt why wat i done so much..
ppl dun get the karma..
bt is me..
WHY ??wat i done for the past..
tat actually makes me feel sad..
i try to treasure everything i hav..
bt wat i gt...
i gt full of hurts and pain..
i juz dun neo wat to do..
sigh..
my past juz make me sad...bt is full of memory of hurts...
sigh..
2onlo is another of working..hehe..

=Janice signing off =

the Romeo&the beauty.




PART OF ME

A GIRL NAME JANICE

A GIRL
[1]WHO HAVE A DAMN FREAKING ATTITUDE
[2]WHO IS A PROFFESSIONAL NURSE
[3]WHO LOVES EVERYONE
[4]WHO ARE ALWAYS BLURR
[5]WHO IS LIVING IN A HAPPY LIFE
[6]WHO SOMETIMES TALK RUBBISH
[7]WHO IS CHEERFUL
[8]WHO IS FRIENDLY
[9]WHO LIKE TO SMILE
[10]WHO GET CRAZY EASILY WITH HER GROUP OF FRENZ
[11]WHO LOVE TO DAYDREAM


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LOVES
[1]Her Boyfrend
[2]Her Girlfrends
[3]Her Precious Dog
[4]HER FAMILY
[5]SHOPPING
[6]FOOD

HATES
[1]BACKSTABBERS
[2]RUDE&CHILDISH
[3]DOES NOT LIKE ANYTHING DAT GOES AGAINST HER

DESIRES

TO HAD A CAR..
TO BE A SUCESSFUL NURSE
TO WITH HER LOVE ONCES
TO HAD HER FREEDOM




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