Thursday, February 24, 2011
There things i wanna share, tat keeps in my heart quite sometime.
At first i doesnt believe tat wants guys achieve their goals.
and thats it,
they will start the colds shoulder and the cold feelings.
But now i finally believe,
as i had it now.
I HATE IT WHEN A GUY KNOWS YOU LIKE HIM, AND THEY ABUSES THE PRIVILEGE.
I had try very very hard to show my LOVE to him.
as i know NS life is quite Sxxks to be in.
So i have close one eye of it. To be more understanding.
So i just continue my show of LOVE.
Let me tell u guys a story!!!
Normally guys who is in NS should be scare their GFs will gone,
their GFs will fall for another guy,
their GFs will do something behind them.
The guys should be the one who fear.
But in this situation,
the girl is the one who fear.
the girl is the one who scare.
the girl is the one who afraid things are different.
To prevent this the girl will every time try to
send a sweet and happy msg to the guy.
and hope it will really melts his heart,
and also brighten his day.
but in return the guy didnt show anything.
The girl will just have to swallow her words in.
the girl just sank down.
but what to do!!!!
she cant shout or even says the guy.
Cause no matter what the girl will try to understand,
and keep think positive.
The girl will always try to make the guy happy.
but end up in return is nothing!!!!
The girl really hope one day the guy will just turn around and see
what she done for him,
she just hope one day the guy just do something in return.
tats the girl wants.
There's one time the girl actually done something wrong,
and end up they had a war.
then the guy start to show the feeling of JEALOUS.
the girl will quite shock and felt sorry for the guy.
but in deep the girl feels happy,
as she is able to see the guy true colours.
things being settle.
So the girl ow is trying super hard to show him tat
she really love him.
but things getting worse.
the cold shoulder is out
the cold tune of voice is out too
the cold of him is out.
She has always try to ask him
''why what happen??''
''are u okie??''
''got anything wanna say??''
and his reply is always
''nothing''
''i m okie''
''nothing''
In the girls heart,
she will always want to hear more,
and she will always wanna hear something more.
and not all these....
It take two hands to do clapping,
and not one.
I hope the other hands can do something.
Maybe i should go back to my normal life.
tat friends always came first.
i should spend more time with my GFs.
back to my normal life.
my cold life!!!
maybe this is the way.
= Janice signing Off =
the Romeo&the beauty.
My old friends!!!!
where have u guys gone???
HELLLLLOOOO!!!!
when wanna meet????
MIss talking crap with u guys!!!!!
the Romeo&the beauty.
Been like so long i haven't contact all my girlfriends.
Is been long!! i miss them =) i wish to meet them and make things to the right way.
But as i know,i know one of my GF attitude is so strong and stubborn.
so things will not so easy to settle.
as mistake was me too.
Just miss those crazy moment i have with them !!
MISS THEM ALOT!!
the Romeo&the beauty.
Thursday, February 17, 2011
My awesome family!!
GINGER!!!
Have been long long not updating my blog.
Had been super damn busy.
super damn!!!
Hmmm!! here to say that i finally make a decision.
I wanted to end on my current job now.
As i m too tired of SHIFT WORK,
too tired of waking up super damn early.
and due to I m working at a respiratory department.
i have been keep falling sick eg. running nose and cough.
and also tired of seeing hypocrite and seeing backstabber.
and tired of working so damn hard and end up people
still dont appreciate of what i do.
I m trying very hard wanted to enter PLOY.
and get a damn diploma cert.
and head to what i want to do.
But when i bring this up.
my DA JIE(working boss) look down on me.
she say is impossible for me to go in.
she even say " STOP DAYDREAMING"
WTH!!!!
u as my supervisor should help me and even encourage me.
and even push me harder to it.
Even my other same batch of friends who GPA lower then me,
can go PLOY.
BUT WHY NOT ME???
Is the matter that u guys wanted to help us or not.
and not using ur damn @#%^ mouth to talk only.
thats why that is part of it why i wanted to leave.
As after leaving,
what am i going to do,
I plan to do
SALES!!!
PRIVATE CLINIC!!!!!
STUDY!!!!
Air Stewardess!!!!
this all in my head now.
STRESS!!!!
Maybe everything also try is the best.
I dont wanna stay at the same place forever.
There will always a awesome person
by my side
tats u =)
=Janice signing off=
the Romeo&the beauty.
My awesome family!!
