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Sunday, March 28, 2010

Is been quite a while,i have not feel this feeling already...
Feeling of loss and feeling the feeling that fading.

I never like to find out some stuff that is not really great to know and to find out urself
and is specially from and about ur precious love.

After finding out urself, and u question ur love
''why'' and ''who'' ,''why u guys msg'' and more...
and ur love say
''why??why cnt..friends what..'' ''why cnt i make friends??''

I m understanding,but not the mean that i m so freaking understanding
that even msg behind me and i find out myself is also acceptable.
and ur answering of it is like nothing is wrong at all..

i just can keep quiet and swallow the tears to myself.

After afew days,knowing ur love one continue msging the person, u just have to close one eye ,
but...is like so frequent...

and even u are on the line with ur love one chatting ,keeping hearing
the phone ringing ''msg tone'',
how u feel...
and when u ask , ur love say ''yes..y??"
how u feel....(tears rolling down)

ur love told u before he hate messaging,
but he can msg other people in so friendly and happy way ,and msg non-stop.
how do u feel...

i can be understanding of anything,
but tell me in this wayhow can i be understanding???
a MISUNDERSTANDING will have..

i just dont know whta to say and how to do...
i just can keep thetears to myself and hide my tears,
cause no matter what to the person my tears isnt precious for him.

I m afraid my love for him will fade away.

P.S: Hw could it be,my love for u is just super strong,it can be fade abit but no all

loving so much
words hurts me

=Janice signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

lately had been always spending time with Boyfriend
had been always companying HIM
as he had been going thru many things as me

and my dear Boyfriend is like quite busy working
but he still have time for me *smiling*

and lately both of us forget the monthly anniversary of us
the next day i actually recall it
and ask Boyfriend
he also forget about it
both of us laugh
cause we understand both of us are going thru many things
so is called ''excuse of it''
*laughing*

Boyfriend fail two topic of his exams
and now he had to wait for his repeated exams paper
hope this time he can get thru
as me
i just have to stay by him and make sure this time he study
and pass with no reason of fail this time

Knowing my Boyfriend giving me many freedoms
so i m trying not to break and waste that freedom i have
soo i went clubbing
with my dear FRENZ
had quite lots of fun
and evenually let out all my trouble and stressful thought.
feeling much better now
hope things will turn great *smiling*

Boyfriend
loveuinnoway
standingallthewayican
tryingtogiveumysupport
thatallican
loveuhoney

=Janice signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.

Monday, March 15, 2010

Is long that i didnt really update
been busy working
come on my annual leave is around
had many freaking thinking around me
lets not talk more about
when i feel much better then i will bring it up

Not really know what going my mind
i had a talk with LOVELOVE cuzz
and had a real hard feeling of it
HIS CUZ say
we may had hard time been together
as HIM (lovelove) had been not treating u the right way.
i just keep quiet
i just dont know what to answer
and i had a hard feeling in it
i does not want to bring it up
just keep quiet
maybe keeping quiet is the best way

=Janice signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.

Saturday, March 06, 2010

Being spending time watching old romantic movies, just finish watching " a walk to remember "
Is a super nice show,the phrases in the movie is so meaningful too..
seeing those phrases in this show let me remember of someone..
Someone who told me about this phrases before..
Is like super long have not heard from this person..

Had this wondering,why love must have jealous in it??
Being jealous is not a good feeling,cause when u are jealous, ur anger and saddness will appear too..
Had an jealousy,and is tired of it already,cause no matter how jealousy am i no one will see it,and no one will even know how it feels..

the Romeo&the beauty.