Feel the peace in here

Saturday, May 30, 2009

The song just let me found out...
the hurtful feelings...that i had gone through....

= WHO WILL I RUN TO =

You were the one who I could tell
my deepest fears
And you were the one who always wiped
away my tears.

When he hurt me
you were my prince
sent straight from above

Like a fool I never saw
you were falling in love

So now I've lost everything,
Casue now you say you're gone forever more

So who will I
Who will I run to
Who will I turn to
Now that you left me behind
Who will dry my tears
When I cry

Who will I run to
and who will I turn to
Now that you're not here
in my life

You were the one I took for granted
All those years.
Oohooohoh

And you were the one,
I should of known
it was so clear
How could I be so blind not to see
whats before my eyes
I'll get you back here with me
if it takes the rest of my life

Cause I would do anything
Cause I want you back forever more

Who will I run too
Who will I turn to
Now that you left me behind,
Who will dry my tears when I cry.

Who will I run to
Who will I turn to
Now that you're not here
In my life

I would gladly turn and cross the
deep blue sea
If I could know that I would have
you here with me.
I realize that I was blind but now I finally see
I need you back here in my life.
Oh baby can't you see.

Who will I run to
Who will I turn to
Now that you left me behind
who will dry my tears when I cry

Who will I run to
who will I turn to
now that you're not here
in my life.

Who will be there for me
who's gonna rescue me
who's gonna share my dreams
who's gonna mend this broken heart.

the Romeo&the beauty.

This song is nice...
it really says there is NO PROMISES...
PROMISES are all a lie....
There is NO PROMISES...

= NO PROMISES =

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

Here tonight

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don't want to run away, I want to stay forever, thru Time and Time..
No promises

I don't wanna run away, I don't wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love

No promises

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight.

the Romeo&the beauty.

One nite is down...two more nites to go...
it was a peaceful nite..haha..
not that busy..
but irriate by one patient...
she actually climb down the bed with all the tubes on her...
it like so scary lah...

most funny thing is...
I and one of my working partner actually heard someone calling..
''MISSY....MISSY AH....''
so we went to check it out..
it was a male sound so we went to the male cubicle to check...
but all the patient will sleeping...
accept one patient..
so i ask the patient did he call us for help or did he hear anyone calling us...
u know what the patient answer???
he say ''NOPE''
he never call us and never hear anyone calling us..
I and my partner was like freaking scared la...
we look at each other and actually get out from the cubicle as fast as we can...haha
both of us will like keep thinking...
we did heard someone calling us...
is like so scary..both of us look each other blankly lah...

was like so damn scary like..we did hear it...
so we did not care that much...
end we find out is a patient in the female cubicle shouting for us..
just for fun...

and her voice is so rock it sound like guy...hahaha
is like so funny lah..
we end up will like saying we are scaring ourself with a stupid voice..haha

Hope 2 nite is a peaceful nite for me again...

*so sad unable to meet him today...juz miss him so much*

=Janice signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.

Friday, May 29, 2009

Updating....

Had try to going through this trouble maker..trouble..
that had blaming me what i done to him..that is my EX...
just cant understand what he wants from me...
been hurting me non stop..

At first hurts me with all his lie...
hurt me by playing behind me...
now hurts me with all his blaming...
next what is he going to hurt me???

I wonder hurting me is fun or is a great feeling??
why is all this happen to me again and again...
I just really wants this to end..with NO HURT...
but why??

I am just so sick and tired...

someone just help me out of here....

*not in a mood*

=Janice signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Updating....

Lately have been busy on work work work...
like a workaholic...
recently got my two days off...and rest day..
but this is not a happy time..cause after that going to have my nite shift..
oh gosh...

MISS my dear GF...
have not been contacting her and go out with her...
so sad..
we have been busy in our own life...
busy with our love wants..
and we hardly contact and message each other...
so sad..

wondering how is she ??
wondering have she recover from her flu??
wondering how her life??
many thing wants to ask her...

but it seem we have been busy in work...
just hope we can meet as soon as possible..
MISS HER SO MUCH...

I cnt meet Mr.forgetful this week so sad...
cause i working nite...
and he book out very late too..so sad...

*baby miss u so much..cnt meet u so sad..*

=Janice signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.

Monday, May 25, 2009

Updating....

Ysterday is a freaking hot day..haha

after work...

wen dwn wif MR.forgetful..to vivo..

wen for some shopping...

me...looking for the crocs ''AUDERY"'and out of stock ald...
so sad..is juz spolit my mood..

I wan it so badly..end up...sighhh..
then wen to catch a movie @ vivo..

next week start my NITE shift again so sad...
Hard to spent time wif my Mr.forgetful...
sighh...so sad...

=Janice signing off=

*ILY..Miz u so much*

the Romeo&the beauty.

Thursday, May 21, 2009

updating...

YEAH...i m so freaking happy 2day...haha

he cn book out..yeah...miz him so much...

bt actually ysterday he ald book out for a while...hehe

we wen shopping for awhile..haha

seeing him in his uni??,,,

SO HANDSOME...haha...

calling me to help him wash his uni??..sobsob...

nvrmind he own me one too...

goin to hav time wif him...

*baby...miz u so much...happy to see u...love u..*

=Janice signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.

Monday, May 18, 2009

updating....

Had been having fun here...
haha..
lately had been goin out..wif ????..haha
we went to watch movie...
we had watch..STAR TACK...ANGEL N DEMON...
having fun..
bt every week only see the person only three days..
so sad...
hahaha..
bt wat to do..hahaha

lately heard my GF gt problem..
feel worie for her and sad for her...
juz dun neo y everything will happen to her...
*GF juz hav to cheer up k..everything will be okie...*

*So happy tat u appear in my life..i m juz so happy n lucky to hav u...dardar..*

=Janice signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.

STORIES OF ME BEGIN

Monday, May 11, 2009

updatying...

A new of mee...
goin back to my wild life..
in a freedom of no where...

Feeling like lost in the world for so long...
now i m back..
getting back all my wild life..
bt i m alone..
all my GF hav their own life...
juz miss those days when all of us single..
hahaha...

hanging out like nobody business..
looking at the wlid guys and cool guys like nobody business too...
hahaha..OPPS...

bt now...
no more..coz all of them hav their own life and their love wan..

bt no matter wat i am out of the horror life ald...

i juz dun understand...y ppl dun treasure wat they hav..
and when they lost it..
then they start to regard...

i juz dun neo y..
and ppl who lost it..
will nt feel the pain much more than e other party who give up..

and everything juz take a long long time to forget...
a long long time...

sometime juz feel knock my head to juz lost tat part of the memory...

juz hope tat part of my memory juz get out my head nw...

sigh....

i juz dun feel like thinking now..
juz wan to enjoy my freedom life...
hahaha...

=Janice signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.

Thursday, May 07, 2009

updating....

Finally end...
Finally had END MY 11 MONTH relationship..
is actually quite sad..and i dun wan...
bt all tis is force by him...
betraying me and bluff my love...
finally i make my move ald...
really thanks to all my GF...
thanks them for being there for me when i need them..
thanks...

now goin back to my own life..
is like so great...
having my freedom...
bt someone is waiting for me...
hahahahaha....

=Janice signing off =

the Romeo&the beauty.