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Saturday, November 29, 2008

updating...

Have nt been updating for one week..

Been sent to new ward again..

new stuff..new environment..

and my darling-yaya is back..

have been having problems in relationship of me..

had stress up on some stuff..

bt thing have been settle..

only there still have some problems..

and i think i need to find my GF..

only she neo me more..

Recently ppl who have been there for me are: NANA..HIDIR..FAD..

thanks them for helping me and make me think positive..

bt i still need to find my GF..coz only she cn help me nw..

* i m sorry GF..tat i hav problem in relationship and i did nt inform u..

at first i tot i cn settle myself..bt..i dun think so..

TWO MORE WEEKS..

and my attachment will end..

now i in a new ward..

is quite relax..haha

things go smoothly..and i try to stay out of those trouble and troublemaker

I dun wan to get any trouble or be the day of the topic..

juz stay away from it..

I have been really keeping problems to myself..

i juz dun neo who i cn share wif..

first..i had a big problem in my relationship..

and it almost going to end the relationship..

bt i save it..

so things was save..

bt i hope *My HONEYDEW*

can really neo wat i m doing now..

Doing things to make our relationship better..

I really hope my GF can save me now..

coz i m now keeping all my problem to myself,,

and GF u should neo tis is nt me..

Sigh...

= Janice signing off =

the Romeo&the beauty.

Saturday, November 22, 2008

updating...

I finish my GREON posting ald..

very tired man...

btw i nw in no mood..

i had a fight wif my hubbie..

and is quite serious..

coz after start attachment, i hav put my ego out..

and i treat him nt tat great..

we had a big fight..

coz we does nt hav time to talk..

nw i feel sorry for him..

i dun wan this to happen too..

we are nw in a cold time..

i m scared..serious..

i m afraid things does not turn out wat i wan...

God pls help me..

i love him so much...very much...

*hubbie i m sorrie..serious sorrie..

i didn't mean to hurt u....

y?y is this happen to me..

i m sorry..

i neo i hav change..

i m sorry..

nw i am goin to change back myself..

hubbie u open ur eyes big..

i m going to show u...

GF..save me ...

anyone help me??

=(wifey & Hubbie)signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

updating...

* Thanks mila..

* Thanks Gf...i neo u worry abt me..

Thank for the encouragement..

bt i will try..

coz some of them we use to be close..

I juz cnt get it..

i hav been very open and talkin rubbish during the attachment..

as those who use to be same grp as me..shld neo..

i talk crap..i speak broken ENGLISH..

bt u tel me did u guys enjoy???

some of u cn cal me to speak more broken ENGLISH...

bt i juz cnt understand y?

i am trying to juz hanging around with u guys..

bt end up this is the return i gt...

i m feeling sad lah.sigh..

really thanks to those fren who listening to my problems and encourage me..

THANKS..*Gf *mila*ika*yaya...

2day quite tired..need to rush my case study..

sigh..so tired man..

feel like takin MC..bt lata must pay back..siggghhh...

three more weeks and we are going to end our Nursing..

cnt wait..

2 more weeks to spent with my hubbie

and he is leaving me for two weeks

so sad...

he going to laos school outing..

sighhh..

Hav to sign off rushing for my case study...

=Janice-me-signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.

Sunday, November 16, 2008

updating now..

Is being days i hav not update..

I'm sorry frenz..

i m busy in my posting..

many case study to do..i HATE IT..

busy till no time to visit my fren who admitted..

now i in GREON ward.is quite busy..

but we enjoy it..coz time passes fast..haha..

and so fast we left 3 - 4 more weeks and we finish our attachment..

yeah..cnt wait man..

*is okie GF..i neo u rushing to bugis..haha

ya..i neo i own u popeye..

lets make a day out man k..

I havin some conflict with one of my frenz..

she tot i am lying to her tat there is a case study to do and i cnt meet her..

bt is true..ppl who are in my group shld neo..

i did nt mean to push the meeting we had away..

bt coz there one girl in my group dun neo tell her wat..

say no case study..

i feel like confront her wat she told my fren..

bt my hubbie told me juz forget abt it..

the true will always come out one day..

I juz cnt stand why some ppl mouth cnt keep it shut..

why there mouth must sooooo big...

if nothing to do then go find things to do..

dun make ur big mouth like f??k..

I realise too..there is ppl who care for me in my group..

okie i admit sometime i talk rubbish..

bt must u always pop me..

and talk things like " wan to act u big size like tat''

and say i act cute..

pls like i dun need all this man..

u then dun act like u are great..

look urself in the mirror..

and u neo u look like wat..

like a slut..a bitch...

(sorry no offence)

(those who neo it keep to urself..u guys neo who i talk)

sigh wat to do..ppl mouth wat...

thanks to FAJ and SHAFINA

for helpin me in the briefing time..

*sorry babe i did nt mean it for nt visiting u..i m sorry..

is juz nw the ward quite busy..even our break gt problem..

= JANICE-me-signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.

Saturday, November 08, 2008

updating...

OMG..so tired man..

2day hav to pay back..

quite lack lah..2day..haha

5 more weeks and i gg to end my attachment..yeah..

haha..

yaya admitted to hospital due to her back..

poor thing..

mayb i meeting my sec sch frenz...

haha...

sigh..so tired wan to sleep....zzzzz...

= signing off (wifey & hubbie)=

the Romeo&the beauty.

Saturday, November 01, 2008

updating..
sorri for late updating....

Had been too busy tis few days...

busy in attachment...

i hav gone back to CGH ald..

haha...

still havin some sick...

i m so tired man..

tis few days hav nt had a gd sleep...

ysterday went sheesha wif my hubbie and his frenz..

quite fun..

haha..

and is yaya bday too...

she was quite up sad abt somethings..

ppl who are like two yrs frenz..

and forget abt her bday..

sighh..

tis is part of life lah..

when they need u..they will be good to u..

bt when they had wat they wan..

they juz throw u aside...

sighh...

i miss ijah and adi..

where times we hang out..

and having fights...

really miss them...

times to go off..

=(wifey & hubbie)signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.