Feel the peace in here

Friday, August 28, 2009

Recently almost had a fight with my GF..

and coz of mee...

we suppose go shopping and we meet up

but before that i message her..

me: lata we go town shopping okie

GF:huh?y go there?

me: go there lah..then can shop my stuff and wash eye too

GF:siao ah.. u wan i die ahh..

me: nvrmind la..wash eye only wat

GF: dun wan i am attach

me: okie la..then u dont wash eye..i wash only k..

me: attach wat not married

GF: Gosh..j..wat happen to u??

me: nth..haahaa

GF: dont laugh..wats wrong with u

Thats the fight we start..

i didnt mean to say like that..

after things happen i start to change

and realise..

putting the whole heart in a relationship..

end up what u get..

get full of hurts..

this is what i realise..

after what had happen to me..

i can say i does not trust 'TRUE RELATIONSHIP'

this is what i thinking now..

maybe i am thinking wrongly..

but in my eyes this is what happen now..

Giving chance and chance and it happen again and again..

just so tired to start all over again and again..

* sorry babe..that day i make u soo freaking upset in my words

but this is what happen to me..

u are in love..

but not me..thats y..i m thinking this way..

and i just tired of restart again and again..

yes..yes..

i know where u fall where u have to stand..

i did stand..

and now i m standing and thinking this way...

after u told me to treasure things that are now around me

and i think again..

so what if i treasure again..

things are not going to turn out like last time..

and now realise is too late already..

thats y..

forgive me for thinking like that..

coz i think again..

the thing that i want to treasure

is time for me to let go..

coz i have disappointed that person before..

and is time to let go and let it find a better person and better future..

babe..forgive me..

i m numb in the heart now....

=Janice signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.

Saturday, August 22, 2009

After days of sleeping like a pig..

finally start like a human already..heehee..

when to catch a movie

''THE PROPOSAL''

is a freaking nice and romantic movie..

I kind of like that main actress character..

is sooo cool..

salute that main actress man..

she handle things just soo simple and fast..

is kind of hurting people when she handle stuff..

but is fast..in a words..

and what she wants she can get it..

but end up she realise not everything can get so simple..

like LOVE..

is a cool and freaking romantic movie..

next movie...

''THE LAST HOUSE ON THE LEFT''

i m watching that...soon...

*Babe thanks for that advice..

is really kind of freaking sad on tat day..

thanks god i have u..

hugging me that day..

yup..i did realise something..

tat a person is really waiting there for u..

and u know who i m saying..

i think i should open big my eyes..

u too..open big ur eyes..

congrat that both of u are back..

finally..

see i told u..u guys will get back one fine fine day..

about me..dont worrie..

life still goes on..

but HOPE is still there..

and there is someone waiting for me..

u know who?? *

=Janice signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Life still going on..
many people worry about me..
well.. i m fine..
still the same me..
having wonderful people around me..
specially someone..heehee..

Days just go by very fast...
but memory will not go off..

I m now having my freaking long annual leave..
just dont know what to do..
sleeping..
and online..

GFz..where are u guys??
i want go out...

=Janice signing off =

the Romeo&the beauty.

IF I WERE A BOY...
I WILL BE A PERFECT GUY...Haahaa..

=IF I WERE A BOY=

if i were a boy
Even just for a day
i'd roll out of bed in the morning
and throw on what i wanted and go

drink beer with the guys
and chase after girls
i'd kick it who i wanted
and i'd never get confronted for it
cause they stick up for me

if i were a boy
i think i could understand
how it feels to love a girl
i swear i'd be a better man
i'd listen to her
cause i know how it hurts
when you lose the one you wanted
cause he's taking you for granted
and everything you had got destroyed

if i were a boy
i would turn off my phone
tell everyone it's broken
so they'd think that i was sleeping alone

i'd put myself first
and make the rules as i go
cause i know that she'd be faithful
waiting for me to come home,to come home

if i were a boy
i think i could understand
how it feels to love a girl
i swear i'd be a better man
i'd listen to her
cause i know how it hurts
when you lost the wanted
cause he's taking you for granted
and everything you had got destroyed

it's a little to late for you to come back
say its just a mistake
think i'd forgive you like that
if you thought i would wait for you
you thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, ohhhh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

But you're just a boy

the Romeo&the beauty.

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Is finally come to an end..
Having a very hard time of getting over something..

Is all happen @ NATIONAL DAY..
is like everything come to an end..
sudden end..
unable to even like enjoy the National day..
having my GF by my side on that day..
trying to put a joy at my face for her..and end up she find out
is a total fake smile of me..

people are laughing and singing..
me keeping quiet..

after that actually went quietly to see the city march..
trying to hold on my tears..
finally see the marching..
saw HIM..

Tears just ran down my cheek..
i cnt stand already..
went behind..
and there is my GF..
she hug me..
my tears just roll down non-stop..
and i just dont know what to do..i just cnt hold my tears already...

seeing the fireworks that just shoot up the sky..
telling myself and hope HE know that too..
i am going to let HIM go just like they letting go the fireworks into the sky..

Trying to stop thinking of HIM..
had been thinking of HIM for 1 full weeks..

Everyday carrying tears to my bed..
carrying sadness to my bed..

Just cant stop it..

Had been like falling down so many time..
and recently i fall down..
and is HIM who hold me up..and make me stand beside HIM..
and like now..

I m falling down by HIM..
and i just cant stand up..
just cant..

I m like lost..
and dont know what to do...

*Thanks for the wonderful memory..
maybe like this will make u happy...
and make u more relax and not stress*

leaving without u is like hard for me..
but i will get over it..
i will try..
thanks for been there for me when i m down and thanks for ur moment of LOVE..

Janice will stand up again..
one fine day..

=Janice signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.

Friday, August 07, 2009

ARE THINGS GOING TO TURN GOOD???

waiting for answer..

waiting for the day..

and the day is coming..

dont know what will going to0 happen??

any celebration??

Just dont know..

waiting for the answer...

is now i am waiting for...

Just miss him soooo much..

dont know how to put in words..

worried about HIM..

concern about HIM..

wandering things had gone great for HIM..

wandering what he is doing..

Just wish things will turn good..

= Janice signing off =

the Romeo&the beauty.