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Sunday, January 02, 2011

I tot i know u longer,
i tot our friendship is stronger then anyone.
i tot u will know me very clear and better than anyone.

I just wanna tell u something.
yup.i agree i jealous.
i jealous someone took a place away from me.
I jealous.

when everytime i know u guys have something on.
my heart just so ache.
i just have to keep quiet.
coz i know when i voice out.
u will confirm blow out and scold me.
and say i m thinking stupid thing and being unreasonable.

I just miss being only both of us.
i have to be jealous.
i have to be selfish.

I always wanted to have u only by myself.

but is just always both of us.
and someone just like snatch u away from me.

i m just upset.
I just can tell u my heart words here.
coz i know u will nvr wanna listen to me thru message or call.

I have been like nvr message u and calls you.
is first reason is i m jealous and i m angry.

and i have many things to do and settle.

but i just can blame myself for being selfish and jealous.
tats me.
sorry i have to says that.
I always feel left out.
everything i also dont know like a dumb ass.
i feel that.
my heart just so ache.
i feel i nothing to you at all.
thats y i didnt message and calls you.
sorie for being like that.

* NUR HIDAYAH i m sorie.
but i super miss u.
i really super miss u and ur smile*

Is up to you whether you wanna believe in me.
but i m sorry.
sorry my love.
miss u.
hope i can hear u and talk to u :)

= janice true words=

the Romeo&the beauty.