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Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Updating...

ysterday..it was e 2nd last day of fasting..

breaking fast at GEYLANG..

yaya,me,my hubbie,Hidir,mike..and other two fren..

we will havin fun..haha..

MISS HIDIR...MISS NIZAM TOO...

bt NIZAM cnnt cm..

bt over all we enjoy..

me n yaya choose a white shoes for him..haha..

so funny,havin fun in lowing e prices..

btw i had many fun wif them..

i do hand-na..quite nice..

and cheap too..

hahaha...

2 day i went to my hubbie house..

at first i juz gg to return him his key..

bt at last i stay to help up his mum..

i learnt many things 2 day..

i learnt how to cook..at first i dun neo hw to cook..haha

i learn to make ketupat too..haha

his dad praise me..hahahaha

so happy..

i help his mum to cook end up burn my hand..sob sob..

so pain sia...

bt i enjoy..

at last we had a wonderful dinner..

and....

and i also heard some bad story abt my hubbie and his grandma..

i m sad abt it..

and tis is my first time seeing my hubbie cry infront me..

hahaha..

bt then lata everything are bad to normal..

havin fun and happy dinner..hahaha

*i wish all my malay fren..SELAMAT HAIR RAYA...

and hope u guys may accept my forgiveness..

most important hope u guys enjoy ur day..

hahaha..dun forget to invite me to u guys house..

hahaha...*

= (wifey & hubbie) signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.

Sunday, September 28, 2008

updating...
ysterday was my 3rd anniversary day wif my HONEYDEW...
so happy..he plan many things for me..
we call AZFAR along..haha
u neo wat...he drive his car to fetch us..haha
before tat i went to meet nana..
i pass her some stuff tat can save her..
then lata we went off to our plans.
Azfar fetch us..we took half hour to plan wher we wan to head to..
and wher to breakfast..
so we plan to go to changi..
bt is still early..so we went to tour..hahaha
Azfar n honeydew plann wan to drop by OCH..
at first i dun neo..i just feel very scary those building....
then lata they told me tis is OCH..
i was shock..and i ask them why they came here,they say they just wan to take a look.
i was so scared is like 6 plus ald..then decide to get down e car,
i refuse to..end up i was force to get down the car..and they plan to go in..BUT..
they got scolding from me..haha..(sorie guys)
after tat we went to breakfast..at MAGIC WOK..
the food are quite nice..haha..we had a big feast...hahahaha
after tat we sent my honeydew home...@ woodland
after sendin my honeydew home..we went off..coz we rushing home.
we want to watch 10pm formula 1..haha
otw home..at e highway..
I n Azfar had some happy chat..
after a while we realise those cars infront of us slow down,some even stops
we tot wat happen..
so we take a look..there is an accident infront of us..
it was a van and a motor bike..
many cars stop one side wanted to help the guy who drop off his motor..
Azfar car pass the place slowly..
we saw the person who lie on the road didnt move at all ald..his head is full of blood..OMG..
and the guy is rite infront of my eye..
i m so scared..sia..
his bike was like 10-15m away frm the guy..
imagine the inpack was like so strong..
then i n azfar start a fight..
he claims tat the guy will die..
then i say he will nt...
throughout e whole journey we will like fighting on e situation..
hahaha..so funny..
bt the scary thing is the accident image is still in my head..sighh..
so scary man..
bt over all i had enjoy goin out wif them..hahaha

*promise are man to be broken
forget abt the promise tat u had make to me
i dun wan to neo
no matter wat is ur life
is ur body
i cnt do anything
stop all ur promises..
i m tired of all ur empty promise
serious i m tired..
i cnt change u in one day
i cnt change u in a nite too
tats why juz be urself..
and i will be myself too*

=Janice signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.

Friday, September 26, 2008

ME & MY GF

updating...
so..boring..another at ome again..
sigh..wan to go out...
GF call me..i wan to go out..so boring...
next week is ur hari raya..i gg to stay at home again..
cannt go out..sighh...
2onlo is my ANNIVERSARY...
haha..dun neo tis time got wat surprice...haha
*GF if u say tis pls cal me*
btw ysterday i went dwn to geylang to collect my clothes..haha
so happy i gt it ald..
yeah...hahahahaha
someone help me out..i dun wan to stay at home again..i m so bored...
sighh..
i miss gg to SCHOOL...
at least at school gt lesson cn sleep..
gt frenz to talk and joke around..sighh
haha..i nt always sleep in claz okie...haha

=me-janice signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.

Thursday, September 25, 2008

updatin..
ysterday..i went to meet my SEC SCH fren...* IjaH *
i m so happy..is like a long period nvr saw her ald.
we had take away some food and sit at e usual place tat we use to hang out..
hahaha..
we had many fun..and we talk abt the past..
we juz so miss the sec sch life..like
# cutting Q of our fren to juz to buy food
# buyin e sandwitch,throw off the bread..haha
# playing water outside the toilet at level 4
# breaking many glasses of our claz..haha
# flying table and chairs..
# standing outside of the clas room
# standing at e parade square
haha..is all a wonderful memory..I MISS TAT..
we plan to make a gatherin for our SEC SCH fren..
hope u guys will turn up..
and the most shock thing i also heard...
tat *ijah* had end her 4 yrs relationship...
and i neo why...sighhh
is quite sad to heard tat u neo..coz they use to be a very hot item in
our claz..sighh
wat to do..
recently i contact * ELAINE * too..haha
was quite happy to found her..or else she MIA
hahaha...
Happy to found them..haha
hope we cn gather asap...k guys..

= Me-janice signing off =

the Romeo&the beauty.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

updating....
ysterday i went to SGH wif nisa..
haha..she ah...
sighh..dun neo wat to say..
she so scared of takin blood..haha
the number was so fast..
she so scared..she keep on say die la die la..
and we started to choose which room better..haha
at last she go in to the room tat she does nt wan to..
haha..at last okie wat she came out savely..
hahaha..really man..

then lata we went to eat pizza..haha
it was my HONEYDEW bday..
hahaha..
he grow up ald..hahaha
then we had many fun..

lata i go to my HONEYDEW house..to breakfast wif his family..
it was quite scary..HIS FATHER...
bt lata i feel quite okie ald..
haha..
his family are fun ppl..
his brother and his sis are cool..haha
his father very friendly..he exchange some idea of life wif me..haha
his mum very sporting too..haha
i had a wonderful day wif his family..haha
btw HAPPY BDAY HONEYDEW...

=me-janice signing off =

the Romeo&the beauty.

Sunday, September 21, 2008

I m so tired..
2day..whole day doing hse work..
onli me n my mum doing the hse work..
my sis..sighh..she juz sit there shake leg..
so angry man..must i shout and scold her then she will help..
so angry man..
think she is a princess or wat...sighh...
soo tired man..doing hse work..
so dun say i nvr do hse work okie...haha
2onlo company MY GF-nisa go to SGH..
haha..she so scary..keep ask me whether is painful or nt..
haha..
dun scared la..is nt pain at all..
bt i m happy she is one of us nw..in SGH..haha
we are nt onli fren..we are future workin fren too..haha
yeah..haha
tats all i m so tired ald...
sighh..zzzzz
wan to rest ald..
signing off..

=me-janice signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Now then update..haha

Yesterday go out..wif my fren..(nisa and herit)
at first..we are suppose to go as a group to bugis..
bt then lata last min..CANCELL
bt some of us dress up ald..
so we still carry on the plan..
we went to geylang..
we had a big feast..haha..
then we went shoppin..haha..
i bought a set of clothes ald..
quite nice..
haha..and is fixed to me..
i m so happy...
then we bought some snacks and sit at a cooling place to relax there..
haha..it was a quite pleasant day...

ahhhh..ahhh..
THANKS FOR TREATING ME LIKE A FOOL..
I m talkin to myself like a fool..thanks..
i juz dun neo..why cnt u tel me u are tired..
why...
stop giving me craps...
THANKS FOR MAKING ME LIKE A FOOL..
THANKS HONEYDEW..

=ME-JANICE SIGNING OFF=

the Romeo&the beauty.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

2day i m juz so piss off..
of a person..

I dun neo why..i try very hard to get rid of u frm my mind..
and u juz keep appear..
why u are attach or nt is not my business
bt why u keep tel me abt u and her..
2 day u tel me u patch wif her ald..
i m nt interested at all..is juz quite irriating u neo..
first u tel me u fall for me..then lata u juz disappear
and u disappear 3 months..
3 months lata u tell me u still fall for me..
WAT RUBBISH..u tel me..
and u still ask me whether i still gt feelings for u..
do u think i still hav??
wat if i still hav.. cn it change anything..
i dun think so..btw..u are full of RUBBISH la..
pls stop it man..stop hurting me
stop tellin me ur life..and who u wif..
I DUN CARE..
coz i m nt interested...
both of us is a PAST ald
i hav my own life..
i hav my own way of going too..
PLS STAY AWAY FRM ME..
PLS..PLS...
u juz make my life hard...

=ME-Janice signing off =

the Romeo&the beauty.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Me,Nizam,Fad,nisa

Another day @ home..

btw my GF is back..haha..finally..

boring days are over..

2 day do nothin juz stay at home watchin movie..

after movie..juz sit @ the window look at the view and think how is my days

had been and pass few months how are my life been..

thinkin tat much..i hav been thinkin..ppl hav been comin and goin out of my life

like frenz tat i had juz meet in NURSING and NDP..

In nursing..i hav met different kind of frenz..some are good in appearance

but inside are like full of... ( u n me neo lah)

bt some are nt good in appearance bt inside are soo wonderful...

and some hav been change after knowing them for 1 year plus..they hav been change frm a good fren to a different fren..

some still e same nvr change at all..bt it became more worse..

lucky ther is one person who always been ther for me..tat is my GF..

we seem to be knowin each other alot..

sometime we may hav fights..we may hav conflicts..

bt at last we are back to normal..

sometime i agree i hav been very different..bt i will change myself back to normal.

bt i still hav many funs wif my claz and my GF..

In NDP..i met many frenz..

many different kinds too..they are all quite friendly..

or doubt,at first we hate them to the max..

bt slowly they became our broz and siz...haha

one still became my HONEYDEW ..

but really i will not forget everyone tat pass by my life..

or doubt there is unhappiness and happiness..

coz every single memory is only happen onces..

ONCES only..and it will not happen another time..

sigh..i think i am thinkin too much..haha

juz forget abt the past and go ahead..tats my life

bt not really forget la..put it behind of my head..tats called

MEMORY....haha

= me-Janice signing off =

the Romeo&the beauty.

STORIES OF ME BEGIN

Monday, September 15, 2008

WTF..WAT KIND OF NEIGHBOUR I HAV..

THEIR PSP LOST BLAME US..

2day..@ home..i was stay at home..

my neighbour they use to sit outside their house..

around afternoon..they left the psp outside.

then my sis and her fren came back frm sch..

they walk pass their house..

they hav to walk pass their house before reachin our house

then guess wat..one hour lata..

when my sis fren wan to go home...

they approach us and ask did we took the psp at the chair..

we say we did not take and we did not see..

bt then the malay aunt keep ask us like we are the one who took it.

WTH...then lata she say she wan to called police..

then i say call lah..we do nothin wrong wat..

serious wat we do nothin wrong at all...

then the police came..

then they ask us wat happen..

they wan our identities..so we give them..

WTH sia...

then lata we say la..she nvr see at all...

btw we got two psp at home why wan their wan..

then we juz go off la..we did nothin wrong wat..

then now when ever we walk pass them they look at us one kind..

wat sia..they even say in malay..there they are the wan who take..

i feel like turn behind and tell them

u hav no prove,and nvr see is us..then dun say us..

dun anyhw say..

i am damn f??king angry...

WTH..wat kind of neighbour are they..

if u neo is goin to lost..then dun put outside of the hse..

who teach them put outside of the house..

wat rubbish is this...

if they had no prove then dun accuse us..wan to blame..

blame urself..F??Ker

*sorie for all my badwords,coz i am in anger now*

i am very angry now...

juz cnt cool down myself..seeing them juz make my blood goes up..

i nw havin high blood pressure and pulse and breathin going up..

AHHH......AHHHHH......AAHHHHHH.....

= ME-janice signing off =

the Romeo&the beauty.

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Havin a day outside..

Happy mooncake festival..

2 day we had a family gathering..wher all my cuz will gather.

we had a fun day..haha..

eating mooncake and drinkin tea..and seein the fullmoon..

tats was a great day...haha

but haif way is raining..sigh..

is juz spoilt the day...

juz praising the day..sigh

bt is quite fun..

in fact we play the rain..hahaha

nvr hav so fun wif all my cuz...

haha..miss them alot...

we are goin to burn the nite..2nite..haha

hope the nxt meeting wif all my cuz is CHRISTMAS...haha

we are goin to had BBQ...on christmas..haha

bt is still long..sigh...

someone sent tis tat really melts my heart:

love is sweet,

love is always described as a heart,

u are sweet and u hold e key to my heart,

tat is why u are my sweetheart.

sweet rite..haha..is frm my honeydew..haha

i hope tis are all frm ur heart..haha

*ehh..ppl who knows whose mine honeydew..pls dun tell him i put tis up okie*

GUYS PLS PLAN FOR E NXT OUTING...

FATIN and WANI PLAN TOO...

=ME-janice signing off=

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL

the Romeo&the beauty.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Havin meals 2gether..

What a big fun day...
Is a big fun day..haha..is also a last day of goin back to school..for SIMS training...
after finish school..i went home..
@ 5pm I went to meet CLUSTER B ppl..haha...
we went to breakfast 2gether..haha..I was shock tat bapak come along too..haha
MISS HIM SO MUCH..yat also..
thanks to fatin correcting my words..lorong..
*fatin is choking nt stroking...hahaha*
we had fun having our dinner..haha
we then went to geylang to walk walk..nisa wanted to buy dengdeng..
bt then i say it as denden...hahaha
i became the joker of the day..sob sob..

then lata we hang out at katong complex..
we will havin some interesting talk...
then suddenly someone upstair throw a bag of water @ us..
luckily did not kena us..
so we dun care..bt then lata they throw waterbottle @ us again..
we will so piss off..WTF sia those ppl..
then we leave the place..
we continue shoppin..haha..
after a few hours..we all will so tired..so we when home..haha
bt everyone all so happy..and enjoy..haha..hope ther is one more time..haha

this morning @ 4am..nisa suddenly msg me say she is leaving singapore to KL..
for something important..comin back at nxt week..
OMG one week lata then she come back..
i gg to lose one frenz for one week..sigh...
*i gg to miss u GF*

= me-Janice signing off =

the Romeo&the beauty.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

I miss them so much... I really miss those days..

Is a new day..haha..
2nd day of hoilday...bt...we still hav to go back to school for SIMS TRAINING ..
sigh...bt quite fun..haha..
we had to remember the topic on BCLS ...
haha..bt quite a boring day for me..
sigh..feel like goin oversea..bt..wher to go??
I m thinkin why our life needs money$$ ??
cant we live in a world without money..
everything is free??
even the other world also needs money..
WHY WHY money$$ ??
sigh..juz headache abt money sigh..

Life can be fun..bt can be boring ..
life cn be happiness,cn be painful ..
life cn be happening...
bt it also cn be a damn happening..
why cnt life be a beautiful wan..and a happiness wan..
mayb if life too beautiful tats would be life ald...

= me-Janice siging off =

the Romeo&the beauty.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

EXAMS ARE OVER...
YEAH...
EXAMS are over yeah...
haha ysterday went to celebrate...
my class when to breakfast 2gether @ geylang..
then lata we went shoppin...half way shoppin..syaf say she feel dizziness...then lata
she stop half way..she vomit..i pity her..she was sweating too.
then lata no choice we hav to sent her home..coz she cant move and walk...
after senting her home..she continue shoppin..

nisa n me saw many nice clothes..we saw one very sweet and nice...hahaha
Zamir he so cute..he ask the uncle cn less or nt..hahaha.
me planning to buy it..lets see when i m gg to buy..hahaha
btw i really enjoy..haha...
NO MATTER wat,how,or who or wat happen...i still enjoy very much...

=Janice signing off =

the Romeo&the beauty.

Monday, September 08, 2008

= EXAMS EXAMS.... =

OMG..exams time...
2day is BH...i m so scared loh...study like hell..
end up e question is quite easy..bt still scared may lose marks..
sigh..dun neo hw..
juz hope i cn pass...

after tat we went to breakfast wif NIZAM and FAD...
and ROZAMI goin to NS 2onlo..so sad
we had our last meal wif him...haha..(why sound like he goin to leave us to another world like tat)
hahaha...
but is juz quite sad one of our CLUSTER A member goin for NS...
one by one leaving..sigh...juz like so sad...
bt I hope we still stay contact man...juz miss those days...

= Janice signing off =

the Romeo&the beauty.

Saturday, September 06, 2008

+ 5Sept 08 +

wat a good day.. NO SCHOOL..bt stress up on my study.. ehh..2 day actually breaking fast outside bt at last everyone cancell.. so fast one term of studys finish..sigh..so fast time passes sooo fast.. and stress up on my dad..got some misunderstandin wif my dad and also cant understand wat is he thinkin... he hav change so much..he is nt the daddy tat i neo...i think cuz of his age and his thinkin tat change him so much..SIGH..juz dun understand them...

+ 4sept 08 +
HIGH ELEMENTS...
in school 2 day we had no lesson...hahaha.. we went for our high elements... so excited abt it.. when u see is quite low..is the same height as the MRT .. we will all so happy and wearin those funny hats.. me and nisa will soo confident...say ''sigh so low we can make it wan la..NO PROBLEM WAN LA'' when both of us get up there..hahaha.. we suddenly feel like BACK OFF.. we will tellin each other dun feel like goin.. HAHAHA..we will so confident juz nw..end up..we became like ehhh...haha.. lata is was my turn to go out..my leg suddenly feel so cold.. OMG seeing only one string we are goin to walk on it... i am juz so blank dun neo wat to do..juz tell myself u can do it... HAHA..then i went on.. it was quite scary..the string is shaking..my leg is shaking too.. then lata my GF-nisa..she behind me shoutin.. '' Janice so scary..wait for Janice...''haha then the nxt stage is the log.. OMG..tat was the scary part... everyone hate tat part..coz u holds nothin and hav to balance urself on tat log... but i can do tat..i pass...haha BUT then suddenly i nvr saw the screw tat attach to the LOG i knock it... OMG..at first is juz pain..i did nt think tat much..bt at last... it BLEED...it bleed so much..i juz tellin myself..die la..am i havin a deep cut on my face... bt lata my GF nisa say nothin la..is juz a small cut beside my mouth... i was like okie..haha..i think too much ald..haha after all the high element thing..we went home...haha we ran away BS..haha..so bad rite ..bt so boring u neo..

+3sept 2008+

-WTF...LAST MIN TOUCH UP-

Thanks to my psychiatric teacher..last min calling me to redo my nursing plan,find some medication and do some touch up on my research article.
Thanks ah...last min thing sia..then must hang in @ 8am sharp.crazy rite.
I m so pissed off la..WTH..nt only me got to redo,some other ppl hav to redo too..
all got pissed off by her..
lucky today release early 10am cn go home ald..haha.come to school for 2 hr lesson only..hahaha
better than dun need to cm to sch...
2onlo got rock climbing..yeah..bt will be quite tired...
(GF u dun forget ur chocolate or else i eat it man and i feel sad for u after hearing tat thing)
For u:dun care dun neo and forget abt it

=ME-Janice signing off=

+1sept08+

OH MY GOD... I spent 4 hours changing my blogskin...but is still cnt be change... I HATE IT MAN...Sigh...hope nisa cn help me... *PLS PLS GF HELP ME*

+ Janice signing off +

the Romeo&the beauty.

I M back to my blog...
hahaha...

=Janice signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.