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Thursday, June 03, 2010

Today is sending BOYFRIEND to pulau tekong
BOYFRIEND is going in for national service

Finally the day had came
the day that i dont wish to come

The last nite that i spend with him is like full of talking and tears

BOYFRIEND even sing the last time for me
he knows i love him singing to me when i m about to sleep
so he actually sing for me

But that nite i didnt sleep
BUT...crying non stop
coz i know BOYFRIEND is leaving me coz of national service
and he is leaving me damn freaking TWO WEEKS

Never see him one day
i already feel not great
now TWO WEEKS...
i dont know can i do that

BOYFRIEND's family and me
send him today

BOYFRIEND cry
while we on the way walking off to have our meals
this is my first time i ever see him CRY
i try very hard not to cry
i hold it strong
i tell myself not to cry

BOYFRIEND's mum cry too
after seeing his son cry
and soon his sister almost cry too
but i hold on to it
coz i dont want to let him see me in tears
and he will cry more

Soon is time to say bye to BOYFRIEND
seeing him
wave to him
my tears alomost coming out
but i hold on to it
i stay on strong

Now the only thing i can do is
make my time busy
and wait for him to come out

* baby i miss u,miss u so much,miss ur hand ,miss ur hug,miss ur kiss
miss ur smell,miss ur arm,miss ur voice
miss ur singing to me
miss sleeping beside u
baby i just miss u damn freaking much
u mean so much to me
that now every single second and minute
i keep think of u
baby I LOVE U *

=Janice signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.