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Sunday, March 28, 2010

Is been quite a while,i have not feel this feeling already...
Feeling of loss and feeling the feeling that fading.

I never like to find out some stuff that is not really great to know and to find out urself
and is specially from and about ur precious love.

After finding out urself, and u question ur love
''why'' and ''who'' ,''why u guys msg'' and more...
and ur love say
''why??why cnt..friends what..'' ''why cnt i make friends??''

I m understanding,but not the mean that i m so freaking understanding
that even msg behind me and i find out myself is also acceptable.
and ur answering of it is like nothing is wrong at all..

i just can keep quiet and swallow the tears to myself.

After afew days,knowing ur love one continue msging the person, u just have to close one eye ,
but...is like so frequent...

and even u are on the line with ur love one chatting ,keeping hearing
the phone ringing ''msg tone'',
how u feel...
and when u ask , ur love say ''yes..y??"
how u feel....(tears rolling down)

ur love told u before he hate messaging,
but he can msg other people in so friendly and happy way ,and msg non-stop.
how do u feel...

i can be understanding of anything,
but tell me in this wayhow can i be understanding???
a MISUNDERSTANDING will have..

i just dont know whta to say and how to do...
i just can keep thetears to myself and hide my tears,
cause no matter what to the person my tears isnt precious for him.

I m afraid my love for him will fade away.

P.S: Hw could it be,my love for u is just super strong,it can be fade abit but no all

loving so much
words hurts me

=Janice signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.