Tuesday, November 10, 2009
My parent is back..
and back in full of sadness and hurt..
didnt want to disturb my dad as he had lost his mum..
In a morning had a talk with my mum..
and found out my dark secret..
and started to hate all my auntie..
found out that none of auntie actually really care my granny
and they even cnt wait her to be gone..
my mum had been busy over there with the funeral
cause no one handle those things
my mum when there the first thing was to collect my granny body
@ the hospital..
with my dad and my 3rd uncle..
none of my auntie was there at all..
imagine your daughter was not there to collect ur body..
is was like sooo freaking sad..
my granny passed away @ the hospital none of her children and grandchild is there..
is kind of sad..
now even collect her body only few of them come..
i wish i over there...
my granny actually passed away when she was having a procedure
CHEST TUBE INSERTION..
as i know that she had been having water retention
but did not know that the water had when in to her lungs too
so actually on THUR my granny actually when for a check up..
and the FUCKING doctor told my granny that
she had water in her lungs
and is very serious..
and wants to put in a tube to her lungs right away to get it out..
the FUCKING doctor ask one of my aunite to sign a document
and didnt even say what documeny was it..
and never even tell what will happen after inserting the chesttube
and will my grandma will had any risk of it
the FUCKING doctor never even say anything
and get ready the procedure for my granny
end up
when the tube insert..my granny suddenly cnt breath..
and cause of her breathing problems
complication starts..
her heart stop
and she bleed alot..
and there she gone..
and she was diagnose puenomthora..
if i was there i think i will not let my granny do this porcedure..
as her age i dont think she cnt take this procedure at all
in singapore..
age above 80 we dont encourage CHEST TUBE INSERTION
at all..
and if we need we will discussed with the family memeber
and explain to them too
but @ malaysia..
they didnt at all..
because of that procedure i lost my granny..
i feel so shame after knowing this
i m working in this specialist
and i saw many chest tube insertion
and the risk after inserting..
and saw many elderly pass away cause of this too..
but did not know that it will happen to my granny in return..
and i cnt even see her the last time..
and after collecting my granny body
my mum called up my aunties
and found out that they all will at my granny house..
is kind of weird why all of them will there..
soo after getting ready the funeral..
my mum went to my granny house
and found out that the house was in a total mess
her clothes will everywhere
and her stuff was like everywhere too..
and the most shock thing was all my granny jewellery was gone
only left money..
soo my mum ask my aunties where is my granny jewellery
they all say my granny took it and sell it before her death
is was kind of weird..cause my granny will not do that
so my mum actually went to ask all my uncles that whether they knows about all this
and my uncles will shock to heard that..
and all my uncles and my parents know what is going on already
i m kind of angry when i heard this incident..
after that they found out actually after my granny dead
they(my auntie) went to my granny house to search for all the money and jewellery
my granny left..
and they took it..
WTF man..
my granny just went to deep sleep and they just...
and the most F thing was they denied
that my granny never left anything at all only a few some of money
WTF man..
i knows that my granny will not do that
she promise to give me and my sister a pair of sister necklace
how will she forget and sell it off..
and my granny will not sell her stuff even how poor she is..
why why must money??
why must cause of money my aunties turn to a different person
even my beloved auntie..
why money can brings up everyone true colour..
and cause of money they turn to be mean and evil??
why must be that??
cause of money and lie
i start to hate all my aunties..
why?
*come on things not belongs to guys give back to people
dont be a greedy people
all of us know that
my granny confirm got left a pic of things to us to keep as a memory
and as you people been greedy for so long cnt u guys stop the greedyness
when my grandma was around how u guys treat her??
some cursing her
some scold her
some kick her like a ball dont let her stay any u guys house
and now she dead u guys still wants to take her things
when she around u guys treat her mean..i close my eye..
shes gone u guys still want to take her stuff
i dont thinkmu guys deserve that*
even the lovely caring auntie of mine
had also turn to another person that i dont even know..
After the funeral..
it was quite happy that all my four uncles included my dad
had finally be together and sit down had a talk..
as all of them actually been seperated and busy in there own stuff and family
is kind of happy to see that the four brothers are actually
having a great talk and a great time together..
hope my granny in the air can see that and she is happy to see that...
but for my aunties
i have nothing to say
as i cnt actually voice out anything
cause no matter what this are adult problem that i cnt even step up to say anything
just know that karma will fall on them..
just so dissapointed to all my aunties..
really cnt beileve this are all my aunties..
knowing all this stories from my mum
is petty shock..
* granny may u rest in peace*
caring+concern=LOVE
=Janice signing off=
the Romeo&the beauty.
