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Tuesday, September 29, 2009

xx This song 'HUSH HUSH'

is to those people i want to tell u hush hush..

coz i dont want to care what u all done to me..

just want to say hush hush and get lost of my life xx

= HUSH HUSH =

Pussycat dolls

I never needed you to be strong,

I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs,

I never needed pain,

I never needed strain,

My love for you was strong enough you should have known

I never needed you for judgements,

I never needed you to question what I spend,

I never asked for help,

I take care of myself,

I don't know why you think you've got a hold on me

And it's a little late for conversations,

There isn't anything for you to say,

And my eyes hurt, hands shiver,

So look at me,

and listen to me..

(Because)I don't want to stay another minute,

I don't want you to say a single word,

(Hush, hush, hush, hush)

There is no other way,

I get the final say,

Because..I don't want to do this any longer,

I don't want you,

there's nothing left to say,

(Hush, hush, hush, hush)

I've already spoken,

our love is broken,

Baby, hush, hush.

I never needed your corrections,

On everything, from how I act,to what I say,

I never needed words,

I never needed hurts,

I never needed you to be there every day,

I'm sorry for the way I let go,

Or everything I won't need when you came along,

But I am never beaten, broken,

not defeated,

I know that next to you is not where I belong,

And it's a little late for explanations,

There isn't anything that you can do,

And my eyes hurt, hands shiver,

So you will listen when I say..

I don't want to stay another minute,

I don't want you to say a single word,

(Hush, hush, hush, hush)

There is no other way,

I get the final say,

Because..I don't want to do this any longer,

I don't want you,

there's nothing left to say,

(Hush, hush, hush, hush)

I've already spoken,

our love is broken,

Baby, hush, hush..

No more words,

no more lies,

no more cryin'

Hmm Hmmmm..

No more pain,

no more hurt,

no more tryin'

Ohh OhhYeahhhhh!

(Because)I don't want to stay another minute,

I don't want you to say a single word,

(Hush, hush, hush, hush)

There is no other way,

I get the final say,

Because..I don't want to do this any longer,

I don't want you,

there's nothing left to say,

(Hush, hush, hush, hush)

I've already spoken,

our love is broken,

Baby, hush, hush.

Yeahhhh Ohhh Ohhh Ohhh

(Hush, hush, hush, hush)

I've already spoken,

our love is broken,

Baby..

the Romeo&the beauty.

SELMAT HARI RAYA

(to all my malay frenz)

*Asking forgivness from all my malay frenz..

i knw i m cute thats y u guys will forgive mee rite..heehee*

miss going raya with all my malay frenz..

as this year i m not celebrating with anyone..

*To my Gfz and my bestie..

sorrie for what i done to u guys..

sorie if i had been very irriating sometime..

and u guys know this is mee..

sorie for those fight that we had..

but end up everything is back to normal..

sorie for my stubborn..

sorie for the wildness i done..

Hope u guys forgive me..

love u..*

=Janice signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.

Monday, September 28, 2009

HEYYY..

Have been watching movie like crazy..

MY UGLY TRUTH..

is a super nice movie laa..

i watch with my GF..

two freaking hours laughing non stop ..

then we start talking ''long long want big big want''...haahaa

this movie teach me a lesson too..

a lesson that so true to believe it..

a lesson that i should learn it early..

haahaa..

then the next day..

went to watch movie with RAZMAN..

the Mr.late..

we went to watch PHOBIA 2..

is nice too..

first is quite scary...

then the last part is soo funny laa..

is like soo stupid laa..haahaa..

yupp..had enjoy life..

meeting all my frenz..

and planning my career..

as my contract with the hospital had end..

planning what to do..

should i leave Nursing line for a while??

and work towards my sterwardess??

or should i go study some more and be paramandic??

soo confused..

dont know which want should i go try out..

think of doing something that can make use of my nursing cert..

mayb should try sterwardess first...

soo blurr..

dont know want what....

=Janice signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Recently been working non-stop..

didnt realise had been working almost one YEAR..

time really pass very fast..

didnt realise i had out into the ADULT world for one year already..

seen many people and know many different kind of people..

small girl grow BIG already..

next week my ANNUAL LEAVE..

going overseas alone..

GOSH..cant wait man..

going hoilday with friends..

and is alone..not with my family..

cool..

cant wait..

me back to live in a wonderful and happy way..

=Janice signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Knowing a real story..

after people telling mee..

after finding out myself too..

knowing i m have been a fool for sooo long..

thought of waiting for the person..

end up..

truth come out..

a F??KING freaking truth..

thanks just can say that all guys are the same..

telling me all the promises..

and telling how different is HE..

is just all A LIE..

JUST CAN SAY UR LOVE IS A LIE right from the start..

After knowing it..

at first my heart is quite ache..

just dont know what to say..

but can say..

I M A REAL FREAK FOOL..

A FOOL..

*thanks for making me like a fool..

telling me u are a different guy..

end up u are just like those guy..and is more worse then them..

telling me all those promises end up..

is all just a rubbish..

and giving those stupid reason..

''i m giving up coz u are tired and want to concentrate on working..''

is a STUPID reason..

and i still beileve it..

and thought of waiting for u..

end up..u are in love with another person..thanks

and

i think i m a fool..

a stupid fool that had chosen a wrong person

and a fool that beileve u..

a stupid fool who fallen for u sooo much..

u know what thanks..

u are just like other guys..

love hurting me..

thank..

10000 thanks.. *

life still go on..

=Janice signing off=

HATE u

the Romeo&the beauty.

Friday, September 11, 2009

Have not update long long ago..

i m recently busy..

working
working
working

and trying to back to my life..

back to my normal life..

today i have to let go another person who actually waited for me very long..

cause i have to admit i unable to accept anyone now..

after hurting and hurting knock at my door..

i just unable to accept anyone at all..

even if HE comes back to me..

i dont think i am able to accept him too..

my heart is like dead already..

sooo..now i am abit different..

as my GF knows..

i am back to myself ..

as crazy and wild..

sooo...

*sorry lazypig..bye lazypig..thanks for everything..*

= Janice signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.