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Friday, August 28, 2009

Recently almost had a fight with my GF..

and coz of mee...

we suppose go shopping and we meet up

but before that i message her..

me: lata we go town shopping okie

GF:huh?y go there?

me: go there lah..then can shop my stuff and wash eye too

GF:siao ah.. u wan i die ahh..

me: nvrmind la..wash eye only wat

GF: dun wan i am attach

me: okie la..then u dont wash eye..i wash only k..

me: attach wat not married

GF: Gosh..j..wat happen to u??

me: nth..haahaa

GF: dont laugh..wats wrong with u

Thats the fight we start..

i didnt mean to say like that..

after things happen i start to change

and realise..

putting the whole heart in a relationship..

end up what u get..

get full of hurts..

this is what i realise..

after what had happen to me..

i can say i does not trust 'TRUE RELATIONSHIP'

this is what i thinking now..

maybe i am thinking wrongly..

but in my eyes this is what happen now..

Giving chance and chance and it happen again and again..

just so tired to start all over again and again..

* sorry babe..that day i make u soo freaking upset in my words

but this is what happen to me..

u are in love..

but not me..thats y..i m thinking this way..

and i just tired of restart again and again..

yes..yes..

i know where u fall where u have to stand..

i did stand..

and now i m standing and thinking this way...

after u told me to treasure things that are now around me

and i think again..

so what if i treasure again..

things are not going to turn out like last time..

and now realise is too late already..

thats y..

forgive me for thinking like that..

coz i think again..

the thing that i want to treasure

is time for me to let go..

coz i have disappointed that person before..

and is time to let go and let it find a better person and better future..

babe..forgive me..

i m numb in the heart now....

=Janice signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.