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Saturday, August 15, 2009

Is finally come to an end..
Having a very hard time of getting over something..

Is all happen @ NATIONAL DAY..
is like everything come to an end..
sudden end..
unable to even like enjoy the National day..
having my GF by my side on that day..
trying to put a joy at my face for her..and end up she find out
is a total fake smile of me..

people are laughing and singing..
me keeping quiet..

after that actually went quietly to see the city march..
trying to hold on my tears..
finally see the marching..
saw HIM..

Tears just ran down my cheek..
i cnt stand already..
went behind..
and there is my GF..
she hug me..
my tears just roll down non-stop..
and i just dont know what to do..i just cnt hold my tears already...

seeing the fireworks that just shoot up the sky..
telling myself and hope HE know that too..
i am going to let HIM go just like they letting go the fireworks into the sky..

Trying to stop thinking of HIM..
had been thinking of HIM for 1 full weeks..

Everyday carrying tears to my bed..
carrying sadness to my bed..

Just cant stop it..

Had been like falling down so many time..
and recently i fall down..
and is HIM who hold me up..and make me stand beside HIM..
and like now..

I m falling down by HIM..
and i just cant stand up..
just cant..

I m like lost..
and dont know what to do...

*Thanks for the wonderful memory..
maybe like this will make u happy...
and make u more relax and not stress*

leaving without u is like hard for me..
but i will get over it..
i will try..
thanks for been there for me when i m down and thanks for ur moment of LOVE..

Janice will stand up again..
one fine day..

=Janice signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.