Feel the peace in here

Friday, July 17, 2009

Lately have been busy in working..
6 days straight working..
sooo freaking tired..

and my REST DAY and OFF DAY is coming...

ysterday..one of my patient had gone..
she had waiting for LUNGS transplant for 13 years..
and she did not get it..
cause due to multiple infection...
had living with 100% oxygen for 13 years..
and finally her day had come..
she had been staying strong for 13 years..
and now she cant already..
seeing her family member and her two sons shaking her to wake up..
just make my tears drop...
sooo freaking sad...
before she gone she actually called me and thank me for serving her those few months..
and i did drop my tears..
is like sooo freaking sad..
i done LAST OFFICE for her..
and hope she can go peacefully...

seeing her lets me remind my GRAND-FATHER..
when i m young...
my GRAND-FATHER gone just like that..
never wait for me..
and when i see him..he is lying in a wooden box..
and i remember i cry and knocking at the glass..
to call my GRAND-FATHER wake up..

i just MISS my GRAND-FATHER...
miss him teaching me..
miss him feeding me to eat my meals..
miss sitting at his leg..
miss him exercising with me in the middle of the NITE...
miss playing with him catching..
miss him...
how wish he is still with me..
and i can tell and show him
in our family..
I m the first person who became a nurse..
and make him proud...
just misss him sooo much..
what is gone is gone...

MR.PATIENT
miss u sooo much

=Janice signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.