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Friday, December 12, 2008

updating now...

Sorrie for not being updating..
i have been in no mood..
as my hubbie had went to LAOS...
i miss him so much..
and i had some friends had conflicts in the ward..

FINALLY today is our last day of attachment..
YEAH...YEAH...
so happy man..finally escape frm the scary group..

i have thing to say..as i have been keeping frm last few days..
i juz dun wan to speak out during the briefing tat we had ysterday..

i had my own freedom to mix wif who..
bt doesnt mean i mix wif who means i m a gang of them..pls..
i have been feeling quite sad..tat wat u guyz had done..

i have been wif u guys two years straight in attachment..
and i did nt realise tat u guys had treat me like tat..
i juz dun care..
coz is u guys mouth..
and NO ONE is perfect..
bt who u guys think u are....
is quite hurtful tat when i realise i m a fool..
a fool infront of u all..
when the u guys and her had nt start the fight..
i was a topic of the day rite...
thanks for saying me like tat..
as when i m busy did u guys saw...
so dun always judge ppl when u urself did nt see it..
and i tell u guys..
when i wif u guys..it does nt mean i m fully standin at u guys side..
and when i wif them i does nt stand at their side either..
coz i neo who is rite and who is wrong..
things actually had been settle.. bt u guys still put it in ur heart..
and giving attitude..
wat does this mean..
dun u think u guys had been too over..
like ysterday..
teacher wanted us to take photo..
and she even treat us eat..
and wat u guys give...
ATTITUDE..
u guys think does teacher deserve this..
she juz wan to see us all happy..and enjoy..
did u guys see her reaction..
i dun think so..
i feel like shouting in the room ysterday..
bt i dun wan to create a trouble again..
do u guys neo..after u guys left she spoke to me in chinese..
and ask me wat and how are u guys..why u guys like tat???
do u guys neo hw i answer...
i dun think u guys would wan to neo..
did u guys realise today teacher insist wan us to take whole group photo...
i dun think so..
coz u guys busy giving black face and attitude..
i am quite sad abt ysterday..
teacher wanted us to take group photo..and end up..
guys pls grow up man..
when are u guys going to let go..
are u guys going to bring it to ur grave..
sigh..
bt is been over ald..
thanks for talking bad abt me too..
as i neo i done nth wrong..

thanks sukbeer for saying tat anything pls settle by today..
and nt keeping..
and i choose to say it out in the blog..
then saying out in front of u guys...

thanks for being a friend
thanks for some of them really when i need help u guys are there for me..

i m going to miss some of u guys..as u guys should neo..
*YAYA*FINA*FAJ*RASHIKA*MILA
thanks for always spot my mistake..
and we had a fun..
and had a best memory wif u guys..
thanks..

tats my words..

* No one is perfect..if u wan to comment ppl..reflect urself first before saying ppl*

is over for me..
i m nw waiting for my hoilday..haha
GF i finished attachment ald..
so...outing???
outing pls...
haha
outing...shopping..christmas comin...
GF..haha

=janice signing off =

the Romeo&the beauty.